defy gravity

Reach up to my stars.

2006-08-07T00:19:00.001+08:00

it had me.

got it from where it started
but i know i can't complain
permission to seek and to acknowledge
the lifetime that was meant for me
mistaken to ask the world
questions that rises beneath the earth
it answered me back with questions
that slapped me in the face
until i got used to the pain
and depended it for more.

2006-08-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

2006-05-30T12:58:00.000+08:00

And i thought my day would end up just like yesterday.
But it didn't. And its all because of kurt! hehe.
Congrats chongs! And thanks for letting me know about your situation.
Im so happy for you! I hope everything would turn out okay for the both of you because i know you deserve it.

***

Actions speak louder than words.

Steady mode last night at nikki's place.
I didn't realize that it has been 2weeks since i last saw them. For the past days, i was spending my time more with <3>
But i have to admit, i was surprised when my absence sumrised in to 2weeks already. Although our houses are parallelled in one street, im just too tired to hangout. Because at the end of the day, sleep would be the best thing that can keep me sane.
Sori nalang mga chongs. Babawi ako.. pramis! =)

Anyway, noodle quoted a line from steve last night that got me thinking. It said something like words are nothing blah blah, and actions are way more better.
Yet nowadays, actions are more misinterpreted by others than having to use words.. diba?
Its hard to explain with actions. Plus, actions are done with impulses when pressured by the moment. Unlike having words, atleast you get to explain the tiniest detail you'd like to express.
Diba.

2006-05-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

I know im not getting enough.. Or am i just being unfair?

Ever since we became us, i was moving from pure feeling. Because each day that arises, i would have chosen it to spend it with you more than my priorites. But why does it seem that im getting nothing out of this?

Loving you was easy.
Am i that hard to love?

Out of redemption?

2006-05-29T13:56:00.000+08:00

Things have been going wrong lately.
There were times when i would like to forget the moments that showed emotions.
Because i feel too much.
I was the only one who feels everything.
And it hurts.